I have nothing to type

What to write and what not to write......there is so much to write but nothing comes to mind when you force it to help you splash some intelligent words in black and white.....But no way out...i need to write and write...........ok...i will write about something interesting....but what exactly is that interesting thing about which i feel prompted to push the pen....errrr.......punch the keys on this key board...oh if thats the case then guys please amend....replace write with type.........haan...now its fine...i have something to write..................errr.....TYPE....so now what should i type...........oh ho...i have typed so much but so little.....................is int it how we mess up our lives................when we delibrately push ourselves into something................we are not able to do justice to it and then we end up in a similar mess.......why cant we go by the dictum "Do not involve, but if you do....win it"...think it over.........let me express in HINDI and develop a connect..." Ya to koi kaam mat karo....magar jab karo to poora karo".....In my case....I get involved in a situation with the following lines in mind..... NEVER WIN THE SILVER...YOU ALWAYS LOSE THE GOLD........................What say?Stay in touch friends:)

Im tired

Yes...Im too tired..of this tiring routine wherein I am just not able to spare time for myself....Everyday I am cutting a portion of myself for this JOB which gives me nothing but pay cheques...well i do need them....but not at this price when I just can't do what I want to do in life....I like lying on my bed staring at the TV screen..punching the remote control's keypad, surfing through channels--- even if it means wasting time. For me it's my life...it makes me feel happy...but i do not get the time to do that...as i have to report for my JOB..... yeah..i know..one cannot shirk work and has to do a JOB...but not like this....I love to water the plants kept on my roof top.....but I can't...i have a job.....My peers, well wishers, even friends suggest me to leave my city, leave my parents, leave my home, leave my room, leave my comfort for a new JOB in a new city....but why should I....WHY should i leave my family for a JOB?
I am tired...rather sick of this....I am not finding myself grow the way I wanted to...I know you cannot always be what you want to be..but atleast you can try...but this JOB is not letting me to even try that.....
I will leave this JOB....but i cant...as i dont have another JOB in hand....
how stupid life is.....well, i too may be stupid...but tell me from the bottom of your heart...are we not drifting away from what we actually are....has this JOB not made our lives complex....?